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Introduction
To those of you who are not familiar with "The Sandman", this was an immensely popular comic book series created by Neil Gaiman and which ran on DC Comics' Vertigo imprint. A story in this series, "A Midsummer Night's Dream", earned the distinction of being the FIRST and ONLY comic book to win the World Fantasy Award for Best Story. In case you haven't guessed it yet, I am a very big fan of "The Sandman". I LOVE this comic book just as much as I LOVE "Highlander: The Series." [click on Neil's pic on left margin to go to one of his sites.] From what I've seen so far, no one has yet made a crossover between "Highlander"and "The Sandman". It's only right that I finally have Duncan and Methos meet Dream and the rest of his dysfunctional family, known as the Endless. Although it is not required reading to understand the story, there are references to certain events that took place in the comic book. Since "The Sandman" also follows a timeline, the aspect of Dream that I used in this story was the one that was born in "The Kindly Ones" and "The Wake" story arcs. Joshua Norton, also known as the "Emperor of the United States", was the focus in "Three Septembers and A January", one of the three stand-alone stories in the "Distant Mirrors" trilogy. The tale of immortal Hob Gadling could be found in "Men of Good Fortune", which was a part of "The Doll's House"story arc. "Dream On A Winter Solstice" was supposed to be the THIRD sequel to Innocence of Love. Somehow, I couldn't get this story out of my head so I ended up writing this first. A scene in this story serves as a stepping stone to the "Kinsmen Saga", which I'll be beginning next year. LET ME WARN YOU IN ADVANCE! This is NOT the usual, run-of-the-mill type of "Highlander" story. DO NOT LOOK FOR "HIGHLANDER" CANON OR BASIC HUMAN SEXUALITY AND PHYSIOLOGY IN THIS TALE. I've thrown all three out of the fourth floor window of my condo. If you feel you cannot handle "REALLY WEIRD" tales, I suggest you move on to another story. If you still persist in reading it, despite the fact you've been warned, DON'T FLAME ME! I've had to deal with a lot of crap this past year since I started putting my HL fic on the Web. I've got every right to write what I want and NO ONE IS GOING TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO!! Finally, for the ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS. This story would not have been possible but for the following people: To Eng, for her continued support; To Ann and Jude, for cheering up and pushing this depressed writer to rise above the flames; To Attilla the Hunee, who, unlike other beta readers, doesn't just beta read but tells you exactly where your flaws lie and let's you do the correcting yourself. Unlike another draconian beta, who takes your story and flies to God knows where on wings of scale and leather. Thank you for letting me, Rory. And all the other Teddy's thank you too. The Dream Begins Here... Part One An actor once said that it always rains in Seacouver. Whether he meant it derogatorily, one would never know since he has left the cool Canadian climes for sunny Los Angeles. However, the weather was not the reason why Desire, Despair and Delirium of the Endless tended to avoid the city like the plague. Seacouver was bustling with activity of the Immortal variety. No, not the kind of eternal life they and their four other siblings possessed. The other kind, the one which began with a capital "I". Those beings who lived to fight other Immortals in a seemingly never-ending battle for heads and Quickenings so that, in the end, there can be only one. One what? Not even Destiny, with his dusty book of future's mysteries knew the answer to this question. Godlings, these Immortals were. "Princes of the Universe", they were called. But one Immortal in particular shone brighter than all the rest, a delectable fruit waiting to be plucked. Bad weather and any other unpleasant conditions aside, it was this star-like being who finally drew the three youngest siblings of the Endless to the city. "Dream," called Desire, "I am not in my gallery, nor do I hold your sigil in my hand. But your sisters and I summon you. Come to us!" From the brick framework of the store behind them, Dream materialized, clad in a gleaming white shirt of gossamer silk, pale jeans and white boots. Hanging from a gold chain around his neck was a large emerald. His tousled snowy mane was further ruffled by the gentle breeze. Though the expression on his pasty white face was unreadable, there was a twinkle within the fathomless dark hollows of his eyes as he gazed at his three sisters. "You have summoned me and I have come," he said in a voice as cold as the Arctic wind. "Speak your minds, sisters. There are still many things that need to be done in my kingdom." "Daniel, you are beginning to sound like your predecessor." "The child who was once Daniel Hall has been burned to ashes. That part of him that was immortal as was the aspect of Morpheus, the being who came before me, has been transfigured into what you see before you now. I am Dream of the Endless. No more, no less. You know that." "Yes, yes! We know that!" his sister declared flippantly. "But then, you should know that time does not mean it as they passed by. It was used to getting that kind of reaction. After all it was the embodiment of beauty, lust and seduction. "Surely you could spare a moment of your eternity to play a game with us." "Ah!" exclaimed Dream knowingly. "Another game! Don't you get tired of these things, Desire? I see you've even brought Despair and Delirium into this affair." "Because the prize is worth it," Despair replied in her raspy voice, oozing with doom and gloom. Compared to her beautiful twin, Despair was a ghoul, with her naked, blubbery body and corpse gray skin. The only adornment on her ghastly frame was the ring on her finger. But even the ring itself was a morbid thing because of the sharp hook rising from its coil. "And what is the prize?" he queried. "Not 'what', dear brother," answered Desire. "Who?" Dream turned his gaze in the direction Desire's slim finger pointed. Walking down the street was a tall, very handsome young man. He has the build and grace of a god. Pleasant of face, he has expressive dark brown eyes and full lips. His head was crowned with a glorious mane of sable hair, tied in one long braid that extended down his back, the curled end caressing his curvaceous buttocks. Carrying a small bag of groceries in his arms, he just ambled along the sidewalk. Dream knew immediately what he was. "He is an Immortal," the Lord of the Dreaming mused out loud. "It is not our place to interfere with their race. They write the books of their own lives." "I disagree with you, brother," countered Despair. "They are not exempt from the influence of the Endless." "There is a deep mind hurt in this one," said Dream, looking at the Immortal carefully. "The loss of innocence so pure, that to do this day, it still continues to haunt him. Nevertheless, there is something of the child that remains within him." His eyes narrowed as he turned to his sisters. "What is your plan? I do not want this exquisite creature to suffer anymore than he has." "The game is simple," was Desire's reply. "Despair, Delirium and I will entice him and lure him into our realms, to do with as we please. It is up to you, with your little dreams, to redeem him before one of us lays claim to him permanently. The game ends after the clock strikes twelve on the winter solstice. If you lose, you can no longer interfere in this Immortal's life." Dream gave his scheming younger sibling a piercing glare. "You would want such a magnificent being in your thrall, regardless of what this might do to him. Have you three not learned your lesson with Emperor Norton?" "You were lucky then," said Despair. "Now, we play to win." Their conversation was halted when they saw the young Immortal pause before their youngest sister, Delirium. Delirium had settled down on the pavement, thin legs, clad in frayed, multicolored stockings, stretched out. Part of her being had discorporated from her and transformed into tiny kittens of different shapes and sizes, playing all over her deceptively frail form. The Immortal got down to his knees, settling the bag down. Smiling, he said, "You have beautiful kittens. Are they all yours?" "Yup!" Delirium answered in her absent-minded way. "Some what! They kinda escaped from my essence and changed into these kitties when I wanted puppies. You know." "But they're just as pretty as puppies," he commented. Concerned, he asked, "Are you all alone? Where are your parents?" "My sisters and my brother are just talking. Nonsense stuff as usual. Do you know that if a kitten scratches you, you'll get these itchy red bumps like mosquito bites but they itch a lot worse because kittens have poison in their claws?" The young man picked up a kitten carefully in his hands. "I've heard of it but kittens, or cats for that matter, wouldn't scratch you if you're gentle with them." Delirium beamed, gazing up at that handsome face through her mismatched eyes. "You're very smart! I like you! What's your name?" |
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Smiling at her, he replied, "My name's Duncan. Duncan MacLeod."
Taking his hand, Delirium shook it warmly. "It's nice to meet you, Duncan MacLeod! You can call me Del. If there is anything that you want and it's in my power to give, just ask and I'll grant it to you."
Laughing, Duncan shook his head. "All I want is for you to be safe. This is not a nice neighborhood for a pretty young lass like you. Del, I think you should go to your brother and sisters."
Her nose wrinkled up in distaste. "I don't like," she said stubbornly. "They always treat me like a kid, like I have nothing important to say. They don't know that I know a lot more than them."
"Most grown-ups usually don't listen to what young people have to say. But you must be patient with them, Del. I'm sure they'll listen to you."
"You sound like a dad, Duncan," Delirium commented then. "You must have lots and lots and lots of kids."
At these words, a sad, wistful smile formed on the Immortal's face. It didn't escape the notice of Dream, Despair or Desire.
"I don't have any children, Del," answered Duncan softly.
"Why not? If I had a dad, I'd want him to be like you!"
Running his fingers through her multicolored hair, he said, "And if I had a child, I'd like her to be just like you. But..." Duncan paused. His voice was choked with emotion as he whispered, "But it's not for me."
"I see the game's afoot," Desire exclaimed in glee. "Well, Dream, shall you join us?"
Dream thought for a moment, looking at the unhappy Immortal. Then, nodding his head, he said, "Very well! I'm in!"
Desire smiled in amusement, seeing the Celtic prince sitting down on the hardwood floor of the loft with his long legs stretched out in a V. Between his legs, the kitten Delirium had given him sipped milk daintily from a saucer.
"Look, Teddy!" Duncan scolded the staid teddy bear at his side. "Kitty eats a lot more than you do. You should eat, you hardheaded bear. You're getting thin."
"Or maybe I just need to put more stuffing into him," a cheerful voice declared from the lift. As the man raised the gate, Desire saw that it was the 5,000 year old Immortal Methos. Methos was Duncan's lover.
Quite a pair, these two are! it mused in glee. Both strong men. Both very beautiful. I'll have you two rutting in wild abandon later on.
Duncan smiled sheepishly at Methos as the older man laid his jacket on the armchair. "I'm doing it again, aren't I?"
"It's not as if you can help it," remarked the ancient, grinning at him reassuringly.
Methos was well aware that the Highlander had not healed fully from the gunshot wound to the head he had suffered. True, he may have knitted him back together while they were linked in a Double Quickening. But the injury inflicted upon his mind by Aric and Cyrus was far more serious, not to mention the grievous hurt he himself had committed on the innocent young man before him.
Still, Methos had to admit he liked the child Duncan would suddenly revert to. Though prone to babyish tantrums and pouting spells, he was kind, charming and very loving. It pleased him to know that he hadn't lost his Angel completely.
"Where did the kitten come from?" Methos asked him.
"A little girl gave her to me. She was sitting on the sidewalk with this kendle of kittens crawling all over her." Duncan paused, looking thoughtfully at his lover. "We had a talk. I think that's the reason why she gave me the kitten."
Going to the kitchen, Methos began taking food out of the refrigerator. "I'll whip us up a couple of salads. Want anything else?"
"No," the Scot replied. "A salad would be just fine."
Seeing that the kitten had finished her milk, Duncan carefully picked her up. He took his place on a stool beside the kitchen counter, the kitten and the bear sitting on his lap.
"So what did you talk about?" Judging from the younger man's uneasy silence, Methos knew the conversation Duncan had with the girl was troubling him.
"Nothing really," he answered, clearly uncomfortable as he fidgeted in his seat. When the kitten gave an irritated cry at being squeezed a little too hard, Duncan caressed its graceful neck with the tip of his finger and lightly kissed the pink nose. Not looking at his lover, he continued, "Del was a bit misunderstood by her elder brother and sisters so I told her to be patient with them."
"Ah! The dilemma of youth!" Methos exclaimed, waving a cucumber in emphasis. " The times may change but still the elders, who have completely forgotten that they too had been through the same thing before, will forever torment the young. It's a cycle, MacLeod. Give it a few years. Del's kids will be experiencing the same thing. What else did she say?"
"That I was smart...and that I probably have lots of children."
Methos looked suspiciously at the Scot, wondering where this talk was leading. "And what did you tell her?"
"That I don't have children. That it wasn't for me." Duncan faced the elder Immortal. "Why can't we have children? Surely you know the reason."
"No," Methos replied, shaking his head, as he began slicing two tomatoes. "I'm afraid I don't."
"But we didn't just sprout out of the ground like mushrooms. Where do we come from? Who are our parents?"
"I asked those questions once myself but I never found the answers to them. I just learned to accept the reality of this Immortal condition."
The Highlander let out a sigh. "Methos, a lot of things have changed in my life. So many people I love are now gone. Richie...he was the closest thing to a son I've ever had. I feel like there's a part of me missing." Chocolate brown eyes gazed hopefully at the ancient. " Methos...I'd like to have a child."
Hearing these words, Methos dropped the knife on the floor in surprise.
Thinking his lover was angry, Duncan hastily stammered, "It's just a thought. I mean, it would be wonderful having a little boy or girl around the loft. Connor and Alex have a son. Methos, you've had children yourself."
"Duncan," the older man began, trying to find the right words, "raising a child is a great responsibility. It's not the same as taking care of a little kitten."
"Of course I know that!" Duncan retorted, offended. "Do you think I haven't given it much thought? I have all the means to provide for a child, Methos."
"Yes, you do have all the financial resources. But there are adoption laws. It's difficult enough for a single woman to adopt a child, even more so for a single man."
"But I'm not...single," the Scot argued. "We're living together."
"Which is even worse," the ancient replied. "The state frowns on homosexual couples wanting to adopt children. In their eyes, this is not the type of family conducive to raising kids."
"I don't care about mortal laws," Duncan muttered, already feeling very confused but still willing to fight for what he wanted.
"Let's forget about mortal laws. What about our life as Immortals? We live in constant danger. Would you want to put a child in such a risky condition? I've known a lot of Immortals who have used the children as a means to take their parent's head. And what if you die? Who's going to take care of your kid when you're gone?"
Going towards the younger man, Methos cupped his face in his hands. "Things are better this way, Duncan. Believe me!"
"I don't know, Methos," the Highlander said truthfully, a resentful pout on his handsome face. "There's an aching void inside my heart."
Desire approached the two men. Its long, graceful fingers caressed the ancient's face. The scentless smoke of its cigarette swirled around Methos. The Old Man breathed it in, the fumes fuelling the hunger he felt for the young Immortal before him.
<Take him, Methos!> Desire whispered in his ear. <I know you want him.>
As if hearing Desire's murmured words, Methos kissed the Highlander on the lips.
Smiling, he said, "Let me fill the void inside your heart!"
Desire laughed as it danced around the bed, fanning the flames that engulfed the two men. But there was no love in their coupling.
For Methos, there was only a primal desire for pleasure, fulfillment and release. His hands roamed every inch of the silken flesh beneath him, just as his hips rocked back and forth, his hardened member demanding entry into his lover's hot, tight channel.
For Duncan, there was only pain of the body, mind and spirit. Though he wished to please his lover, he still hasn't fully gotten over the brutal taking of his innocence. Up to now, the faces of the men who had ravished him continued to taunt him. Then, there was a deeper anguish, a longing that was only aggravated by the painful, sensual dance they were performing.
The Highlander's hands went down to his belly, his fingers fluttering over that firm, flat region below his navel. His mind was filled with images of what he could never have. Duncan imagined what it would be like if he and Methos were both mortal, if he were of another sex, possessing the parts necessary for procreation. A groan escaped his lips. The thought in itself was very erotic. Already, he could feel a tingle in his belly as if new life grew within. When Methos' eager lips found the sensitive tips of his nipples, Duncan wondered if this was how it felt to nurse an infant.
Feeling a hard thrust, the young man's eyes flew open as he awakened from his fantasies with a pain-filled gasp. Tears trickled down the corners of his deep brown orbs as Methos' sterile seed filled his equally barren body. Spent, Duncan felt the older Immortal squeeze him gently before turning onto his back and falling into deep sleep.
Pulling the blanket, the Scot found that most of it had been twisted around Methos' body. Only a bit of fabric could cover his hips. Instead, he fixed his lengthy tresses in a way that it covered his upper body like a shawl. Turning to the other side, he picked up his ever-faithful guardian, Teddy, from his appointed place on the night table. Pressing the bear close to his heart, he embraced Teddy tightly as he cried himself to sleep.
"They're so beautiful!" said Duncan in awe, joy filling his heart at the sight of the twelve babies in the nursery behind the viewing glass.
"Yes," smiled Mrs. Teresa Cortez beside him. The pretty Filipina was one of the adoption officers at the Seacouver Orphanage. Solemnly, she added, "Sometimes, I wonder why some people choose to abandon such precious life. It's just not right."
Dream had accompanied Desire on this little trip. He loved the irritation in his sister's eyes as he moved from one perambulator to another, communing with the infants. The part of the toddler Daniel that was still within him enjoyed this silent discussion about the satisfaction of drinking milk from a mother's breast instead of a bottle.
Mrs. Cortez looked at Duncan whose face was pressed close to the glass, a broad smile on his face.
"Mr. MacLeod," she began, trying to remember the speech she was prepared to say, "we here at the orphanage are extremely grateful for the generous monthly donations you've given us. It has helped us tremendously..."
Whatever else Teresa was going to say no longer came out as she gazed at the Highlander. She had never seen such happiness before in an adult, even among the parents who had successfully adopted children. It practically lit up the man's face, making his already handsome features more angelic, pure...
"Smile for me," she heard Duncan whisper as he continued to stare avidly at the babies. "I want to hear your laughter."
Unseen to her, Dream was only happy to oblige, relaying the Scot's earnest request to the infants lying in their bassinets.
To Teresa's surprise, the babies began to laugh, the sweet cooing sounds their immature vocal chords were capable of. Their faces lit up with the most wonderful expression...
<Innocence!> the word suddenly came to Teresa's mind for that was what she saw in the man at her side. <Innocence at its purest state that even the infants recognized it at once.>
Desire was furious. "Dream, get out of there!" it exclaimed angrily. At the sound of its voice, the baby closest to Desire began to cry, letting out gut-wrenching wails.
"Oh, dear!" Teresa declared. "Katie!"
Joy was immediately replaced by concern when Duncan heard those cries. Before Teresa could call the nurse, the Scot hurried to the door of the nursery and, pulling it open, went inside. Following him, she saw him pick the infant up, cradling her in his arms. As Duncan cooed to her in a singsong manner, the baby fell silent, looking up at him in wonder. With a delightful gurgle, the child reached out and touched the Scot's chin.
"You understand me, don't you, Katie?" asked the Highlander, rocking the child slowly. "You know what Angel's saying."
"Mr. MacLeod?" Teresa asked, not knowing what else to say.
There was such bright hope in Duncan's eyes that it nearly broke her heart. "I would like to adopt a child, Mrs. Cortez," the Highlander smiled at her. "May…may I please adopt Katie?"